I think because I had to give up my place at the NBT concert last Friday I had this dream last night that I was seeing Editors (actually, just Tom) and he was talking about how long it’s been since their last album and his hair was long like in the AEHAS era, and then he turned around, cause we were all like all around him around this barricade put up around his chair and he was waving in my direction and I thought it was to me but there was this girl behind me and he was like oh well you’re all the way in the back I’m sorry, Janet (she was called Janet) and I saw that she was shorter than me so I was like okay fine, I’ll swap places with her, there you go, Janet. Like I have such little self-esteem that my band-related dreams are never going out with a member or whatever, but like being ignored and rejected by them x)