I dreamt so much bullshit in the past two days. Last night I dreamt I was 83kg but for some reason I looked like a Skeleton and I was hurting everywhere and I had my bones sticking out and stuff and so I had to hide it from my grandparents and I couldn’t understand how I was still above my ideal weight but somehow already looking underweight so I was like super sad that I had to gain weight again to look better cause that would like, increase my weight, obviously.

And the day before that, and I don’t know where the fuck he came from, but I dreamt that okay, this is gonna sound so stupid, I was going to therapy and Orion Acaba was my therapist for some weird-ass reason and he turned out to be fucking crazy okay? We were in a house I don’t even know and my sister was there and the dude just kept on rambling about… I don’t even remember what but he was fucking pissed at me and he was, he was just insane, like I legit feared for my life. And for some reason we had to sleep over and I slept in the middle and I was terrified that he would hurt me and at one point, listen, it’s a dream okay, at one point he shoved his pointing finger in my ear but it was so violent that it literally hurt in the dream, and I don’t have any explanation why he did that.

Anyway, if you thought that part was weird keep reading cause oh boy.

So I went away somewhere and left my sister with him cause apparently he had no problems with her, and when I came back it was already our house and… so apparently by then he was (I have no idea where he came from I haven’t even watched Critical Role in a while, let alone the earliest episodes of season fucking one o_o) was sedated and also turned into a dog that was like, our dog but he looked like those dogs who try to eat a bee, and I was so sad that our poor dog was like, knocked out on my bed, and then my sister said someone would come to collect him later but then I was like omg what if he wakes up until then and then he actually did (and also turned back into a human o.O) and I was so fucking scared I had to actually hide in our pantry while my sister dealt with him I was terrified.