I don’t want to discuss this but generally speaking it’s weird liking girls and boys because boys are Awful and I’ve never met a boy (untrue, I’ve met like, two boys like that) I didn’t end up hating and I only had a crush on one of them (which is already gone btw and I don’t even talk to him anymore) on the other hand a majority of the rest of the people I know are girls but I can’t get behind the “girls uwu” thing either because girls literally ruined my life growing up so I also see them as Awful but I’m also bi so like what the heck?

I guess because of my experiences I find it hard to get behind generalising a whole group in a positive light, I’m rather about individuals but then I never go out and meet individuals so I’m just a sad bisexual at the end of the day.

Which is fine because luckily sexuality (as in, the act of being sexual) doesn’t play a role in my life at all but it just makes my identifying with my people a little bit harder, like I feel like I’m a layer behind everyone who’s celebrating their bisexuality because I’m celebrating my bisexuality as well but just……. cautiously……………………… suspiciously…………………………….. I have my eye on you, people of specific genders………………………………………….. I know what you’ve done………………………………………………….. I know your kind……………………………………………………………………. you gave me an anxiety disorder………………………………………………………………………….