dont get me wrong i love sharing my room with my mum but sometimes i wish i could have my own room. like, the room that is “hers”, technically, I’d love to move in there but i know she’d either be annoyed because it’d mean rearranging furniture and stuff or sad/disappointed that i no longer want to share my room with her. (for real balancing their relationship with my grandparents is difficult as it is i shouldnt need to explain how hard it is to juggle her emotions so that sometimes i can tell her things without her getting mad lol. like right now she knows im bummed out that my diet went shit last week and i want to get back to working out more but if i tell her that i cant exercise in the other room because its full of crap she’ll get annoyed with me that i criticise her for not tidying up, but if i start to clean up the crap on my own she’ll get mad at me for tidying up without asking her, or being passive aggressive so like, there’s no winning here). it’s quite a small room but I don’t need much space, just one wardrobe for my like, literally five pieces of clothing that i have, my bed + night stand, and maybe a desk with a chair, that’s literally all i’d love to have in my room.
but she always has so much stuff to do and so much on her mind i don’t even know how i’d get to actually telling her i want my own room.
Pass Through Fire 