Hol tartasz? Sajnos elég fölöslegesnek érzem az utolsó évadot, megálltam a 4. résznél talán, és még nem sikerült rávennem magam a folytatásra… 😦

4. évad 9. rész o/ tbh sekélyesek az indítékaim, csak dylanből akarok többet látni szóval amíg ő van addig ok minden x)

It’s so annoying that people have to voice their negative opinions all the time. Enjoy it or get out, like nobody cares about your negative opinion. What where they supposed to do, force Chris to stay? xD

Yeah I dunno man, I remember those weeks/months so much, after Chris left, just absolutely terrified that one day they announce that they split up forever. And at that point I would’ve taken anything but to actually come back swinging with an album as amazing as TWOYL was everything.

And they really do seem so much happier and more often and more free somehow. Maybe people don’t like their current stuff but you have to acknowledge the strength it takes to be in a band and be through some really shit times. if i didnt like what theyre doing id still be happy they’re in a good place, doing what makes them happy (its happened with other bands before, they went down on roads i cant follow them on but im still happy theyre happy)

and thats what it should be about not the “their old stuff was better” discourse like i thought we were over this umm like ten years ago -.-

punkcassian replied to your post : After spending the majority of the last two weeks…

oh no that sucks :/ i know doctors usually suck too but have you been to one to check what’s exactly going on?

My spine surgeon is actually pretty great, I’ve been lucky with my doctors so far. I mean we know what’s going on, I was operated on three times, I have metal rods and screws keeping my crumbling spine together (sry, graphic) it’s just a pain I have to live with. I did go for a checkup recently and he said physically things were fine and when I asked him to at least give me painkillers to suppress the pain he listed a bunch I tried already and he couldn’t tell me one that I could go to work with. The one I’m taking (that I call Serum X cause it’s a much cooler name) is one I can’t take to work cause it like knocks me the eff out so… 

But I’m also not disabled enough to get any benefits or help with jobs (in Hungary some companies specifically look for disabled people cause they get some tax refund if they hire them as as an incentive to help people with disabilities live a ~proper life) so I get to do what everybody else does and suffer.