so like – Pass Through Fire

Oh god, I’m semi-packed for London after two weeks straight from HELL and NOW I have time to actually start panicking about flying of which I’m quite afraid x)

Yeah idk if I said it here but I’m actually going to MCM Comic Con in London tomorroooowwww! I’ll go with the lovely Helena and their friends for hangie outies and to visit the Critical Role panel on Saturday, and possibly, to spend all my money on nerdy shit :33333

I am very. Nervous. Just absolutely fucking panicking left and right. I’m mostly just terrified of dissociating because then I’m not gonna fucking remember the weekend which would be a shame x) Also it’s great. Awesome. That my spine is just so bad after these two weeks. With the three-day thing last week and having to work overtime n having to lift things and bike here and go there this week, I’m finding myself actually unable to breathe because it puts such a pressure on my upper spine that I just can’t bear it.

So that’ll be fun. But I just have to do one day and then on Sunday I can come home and die as much as I want.

My brain is just absolute spaghetti about English too because I don’t think I’ve actually spoken to real-life native English speakers before x) Apart from the dude in our village but that was like, three sentences. Cause with Ines and Giules and the others it’s like, neither of us are native speakers so it’s mutual grounds ok but I’m right intimidated. It’s much better in writing when I have time to think about stuff. And even then I suck.

But yeah okay so just generally very nervous about being weird and not being able to like, be normal somehow and then everyone will hate me and I’ll be sad. Like I’ve been legit googling shit like “how to be normal around normal people when you’re Very Anxious” today. And after almost cancelling this whole thing like seven times in the past three months apparently one tip for being normal is actually going outside so. Imma do that.

dodrantaldick:

feministism:

When you say eat the rich don’t forget it also includes your favorite pop artists not just the ceo of the business you hate

perringwrites:

sweetpopcorno:

plutonically-metamorfic:

Theory

Tall writers make taller characters, short writers make shorter characters.

So, reblog with your height and the most common height range for your ocs (not counting deities, otherworldly beings, etc who are tall because of that)

Counter theory

Short writers write tall characters

Because I can’t reach things without a stool or chair a lot of the time and why would I put up with this in my fantasy world

I’m 5’0" and my characters are like 5’8"….

im 5’0" too! my shortest character (in my age range) is also 5’0". my tallest character, lorenzo, is 6’5" and i adore him

vybewitme:

This has been a weird fucking year

today wasnt a triumphant day for my diet or my workout

no-url-ideas-tho:

why isn’t anyone allowed to be wrong anymore? it’s okay to be wrong. no one should be terrified of every tiny little mistake they might make. being wrong, and realizing you were wrong, is how you learn and grow and change.

me when watching other people play prey: aw this game is so cool, its really good you guys
me when playing prey: THIS IS THE BEST GAME EVER I LOVE IT SO MUCH I WOULD DIE FOR ARKANE STUDIOS

chriskelmeckis:

I wrote her a song once. We used to sing it every night. At the same time. No matter how far apart we were. What I wouldn’t give to sing it to her. One…last…time.

Coco (2017) dir. Lee Unkrich

Have I said my co-worker actually called me today? I didn’t pick up cause like, I told everyone I’m checking my emails and she’s Facebooked me before so like… if it’s that important o/ But then she never called again or wrote again but also she’s supposed to be on break until Monday, so… why?

nonbinarypastels:

triplenegative:

All these positive posts on like “start your 2018 off right!” are nice and all but,, it’s also okay if ur 2018 doesn’t start off great. It’s okay if you’re sick in bed and grieving and haven’t showered in a week. You’ve got a whole year ahead of you to improve yourself and your life like,, it’s not a race. You’re allowed to take your time with healing and moving forward. I haven’t slept well in days so this might be unintelligible but hdbbwnaj I thought someone should make this post even if no one will see it. Good luck with ya new year people

Also don’t believe people who say things like “what you’re doing on new year is what you’ll be doing all year” or “the first day of the year sets the tone for every day after”.

Having a bad day today doesn’t mean your whole year is going to suck. Doing just regular, every-day stuff today doesn’t mean you’re going to have a boring year. Every day is a new day, no matter what happens on January 1st that doesn’t set in stone how the rest of 2018 is going to be for you.