thebibliosphere:

chocolate-mintdromeda:

thebibliosphere:

I booked myself in for a massage tomorrow with my physio lady cause my jaw and neck are all locked up from the dentist today and it makes you fill out a little questionnaire to better tell your PT what kind of treatment you need. except when I was filling it in I’d just taken a bunch of pain killers and words were hard but then I logged back in to make sure I’d actually booked it and

Reason for your visit?

What kind(s) of pain are you experiencing?

Special Requests

I shouldn’t be laughing, I feel awful, but I’m just imagining you addressing a person this way.

Don’t feel too bad, my physio lady was pissing herself laughing when I showed up. Everytime she tried to pull up my profile to talk about the appointment she’d devolve into hearty chuckling while apologizing continually for laughing at my expense.

And for anyone wondering she was able to ease a considerable amount of the pain. Even while occasionally breaking out into bouts of barely suppressed giggling.

Alright, I have to go to bed if I want to get up at 4AM (and strangely, I do want to get up at 4AM) I’ll have to make the invitation for the old dude, then at work I’ll have to get the posters printed, update facebook, our website, make what I made today all over again but in German this time, keep going on with the work reports, prepare what I can for Friday so my co-worker doesn’t have much shit to do, collect all the whatnots for the budget thing, do the report thingies of the bleuhs and w/e.

Right.

Also I’m like still going at such a high energy from yesterday, I’m also nervous about the weekend, dead tired and in so much pain, worried about Everything, my spine hasn’t had a day’s rest all fucking week when I should be sparing myself, I’m at like Peak Anxiety, and also the thing on Friday, and all the work I’m behind with, I just can’t deal, can’t deal. I’m so exchausted again and I haven’t even been back at work for a full month.

That’s okay, I can pull this off. Probably. I’ll rest on Sunday. Then back at work.

jerseymisery:

you’re driving on the highway. you suddenly catch sight of something black in your rearview mirror. it’s a hearse. “how sad,” you say to yourself, thinking it must be on the way to a funeral. then the hearse careens past you at a breakneck speed, blasting “party poison” by my chemical romance so loud your teeth rattle. i am in the driver’s seat, losing my shit.