punkcassian replied to your post : After spending the majority of the last two weeks…

oh no that sucks :/ i know doctors usually suck too but have you been to one to check what’s exactly going on?

My spine surgeon is actually pretty great, I’ve been lucky with my doctors so far. I mean we know what’s going on, I was operated on three times, I have metal rods and screws keeping my crumbling spine together (sry, graphic) it’s just a pain I have to live with. I did go for a checkup recently and he said physically things were fine and when I asked him to at least give me painkillers to suppress the pain he listed a bunch I tried already and he couldn’t tell me one that I could go to work with. The one I’m taking (that I call Serum X cause it’s a much cooler name) is one I can’t take to work cause it like knocks me the eff out so… 

But I’m also not disabled enough to get any benefits or help with jobs (in Hungary some companies specifically look for disabled people cause they get some tax refund if they hire them as as an incentive to help people with disabilities live a ~proper life) so I get to do what everybody else does and suffer.