im v eccitted about having my own room in the spring 🙂 i also want to paint the walls so now im just thinking… what do you have to have in a room? x) like ive been living on a bed for a really long time, what you guys got in your rooms that make it like, yours?
Tag: oh well
as i enter the second and last half of this absolutely shitty VLCD i just… im just cranky yall. its not even so much the missing of the food that does my head in but just people’s opinions that just won’t stop coming. like at one point it goes over the point of “i’m worried about you” and goes into “i know everything about you and your life and will now describe exactly what i objectively think you should be doing”.
like no, you don’t get it. normal diets don’t work on me, i just can’t maintain them. yes, i know exactly how dangerous and unhealthy what i’m doing is. yes i feel fine, no i don’t want you to recommend me diets, please leave.
one hand gives, the other takes away..
I Haven’t Eaten Bread in Four Weeks #4
A bitch misses her sandwiches you know what I mean?
I haven’t had many revelations this week, other than the fact that I found this lemon-tasting sparkling water (technically not lemonade) that’s like 1 calorie a glass so I can finally drink something that has taste *-* Workout-wise I’ve been doing the 150 sit-ups, 2×25 curls, 2×15 dumbbell lunges, then since Wednesday I’ve been topping it off with 25 squats and raised the curls to 30, that’s basically it.
A co-worker of mine recommended I get an exercise ball but the problem is I don’t know where it would fit in the house. There’s so little floor space in all of the rooms I don’t think I could utilise it anywhere. I’m already worried where I’m gonna lay down the yoga mat I bought last week.
Anyway, other than that I expect to be below 86kg but I’ll try not to get too into that fantasy just yet x) It’s reasonable, I’d only need to drop 1.3kg from last Sunday (which was 1.4kg away from the Sunday before but I’ll admit last week was very harsh) but I’ll be satisfied if I have my steady 1kg a week progress (and I don’t know how I’ll react if I don’t, stay tuned for that trainwreck good gOD).
Monday:Â 759 calories (three words… fucking tuna salad)
Tuesday: 599 calories (I don’t know what happened I had four meals that day)
Wednesday: 760 calories (and I’m sad to say 250 of those were an ice coffee)
Thursday: 699 calories (69 is the sex number. also yay for beetroot & carrots)
Friday: 594 calories (I had some hot choclety milk!)
Saturday: 639 calories (bananananana, I also upped it to 50 curls and added a weird pushup training that’s not technically a pushup but should help you get in shape to be able to do pushups so that’s the basic idea, ya bitch wants to do pushups ya feel?)
Tomorrow I’m gonna get a Sandwich *_* (And ice coffee! Wheeeee!)
A moment of silence for what happens if the scales don’t say at least 86.3kg…….
Drrrrrrrrrrrumroll please o/
86kg!!!! That is indeed 1.3kg less than last week.
So you know how I have these monthly playlists where I put all the songs I’ve listened to that month in a neat little playlist and it’s really nice cause it’s a project that’s been going for over a year and I still haven’t given up on it? Yeah. The way I do it is I usually lump every song in a big playlist called “2018 Artists to Check Out” even if I already know the artists, and then I pick out my favourites and make a separate month-specific list. The way i know what songs belong to which month is by checking the date when I added them so for my August playlist I would have to look at all the songs I added in August, pretty simple, right?
WELL I DON’T ffFFUKKEN HAVE ANY CAUSE I BEEN LISTENING TO BTS ALL MONTH
Symmetra – Reworked Teleporter
When the only people prioritising the healer (you) is the enemy.
It’s really, really good. Totally worth the money.
Yeeeee I love the first game and I’ve been pining after the second for so long but my current rig would never run it but I’m getting a new laptop soon and I wantttttt it so badlyyyyyyy
“The last time I had
this many sharp bits in my mouth I was having a completely different party,” I
say, literally splitting glass on the ground.
Pass Through Fire 