Hello, I’m Tired #8
So this Sunday marks two months since I started this diet and let me tell you. It sure is effective (though I haven’t weighed myself when I’m writing this). A few good things is that my relationship with food remains unchanged: I don’t see food as the enemy and I only rarely see people who try to get me to eat more as the enemy x) Getting an eating disorder isn’t what I was trying to achieve with this, obviously, so that’s good.
But this week was so incredibly trying and exhausting that I just can’t bring myself to write a big summary of my first two months. So like. It’s bad. Don’t do it. I’m only doing it because I’m really stupid.
Monday: 677 calories (started the day with an ice coffee, what do you know)
Tuesday: 613 calories (i forgot to have breakfast and only ate soup for dinner)
Wednesday: 722 calories (the tasty water i had that day had calories in it so, unfortunate)
Thursday: 622 calories (im hungry, thanks)
Friday: 673 calories (i had some apple juice, unfortunate)
Saturday: 632 calories (i made the mistake of having a cappuccino)
Alright, no gif cause I’m angry, I’m at 79.4kg which means I only lost 1kg last week which is the least I’ve lost in a week so now I’m angry. I was supposed to have a hamburger today but the place only opens at 10AM so that’s a sign that I’m not gonna fuckin have a hamburger today :[
I’m also gon’ go back to working out every day. Cause idk if I said it already but I was skipping every other day this week but apparently it don’t work so…
/sad
I should’ve known, this whole week was cursed nothing good happened so idk why I expected better. Anyway next week’s gonna be like this too cause I’m gonna have so much work to do I’m going to die so I might as well use Hell Week 2.0 to pick up the pace out of pure angst.
Pass Through Fire 