mediocre young adult – Page 8

Well I’m in the kind of mood where I wanted to make the episode gifset for tomorrow but 1) it’s grainy as fuck for some reason and 2) I accidentally didn’t save the .psd for the second one so now I’m not willing to continue until tomorrow.

I love that my mum would rather throw crying hissy fits than let me help her. She has a problem that’s obviously not going to end well, I offer the only viable solution for it and she tells me to get out of the room. Cool. Next step is she’ll throw something or break something and be pissed for the rest of the day and I won’t even be able to talk to her. Glorious.

Don’t look at my theme it’s not done yet!

My mum bought me some new painkillers that are like no fancy stuff they’re basically what I usually take as placebo but like, more and I’m taking two of them cause why not and it’s good shit.

[[infomercial voice]] Do you guys sometimes have difficulty remembering how to spell misery and mystery? No? WELL I DO

And anyway recently I was like, how could I remember which one has the “i” and which one has the “y” and I FIGURED OUT THAT mystery has the y’s because y is pronounced “why” and cause…. you know… it’s a mystery….so you’re asking “why?” cause that’s a question you ask when you encounter a mystery……. right?

And misery has the “i” cause “i” am miserable.

Co-worker #1: I just found out an old friend of mine is gay, I’ve known him for 10 years and he’s been in a relationship all that time. And he’s in an official relationship with his… well, I don’t want to say boyfriend cause…
Co-worker #2: why? Cause he’s not the man in the relationship?
Co-worker #1: well he’s a bit on the feminine side so…
Me: ?????????????????
Co-worker #3: actually there’s no such thing as a man and a woman in a gay relationship.
Me: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Co-worker #3: it’s called active and passive.
Me: ………………
Co-worker #2: what does that mean?
Co-worker #3: you know, the one that gives it and the one that takes it.
Me: it’s a fucking ride listening to you lot, jesus christ.

Listening to the Straights talk about queer stuff is especially painful today.

Here’s a thought out of frikkin nowhere.

Sometimes I think about getting therapy the way I think about getting a cane. I can walk and stand for a long time but I can minimise the pain as much as it’s physically possible if I can just lean against something and thus I thought about getting a cane. But I also don’t want to overdramatise things, it’s like, if I get a cane that makes my condition visible and thus more valid (this is bullshit and ableist but this is how my brain works about myself and myself only ok). Same way with therapy, if I went to therapy I’d fully admit that I’m sick and I need help even though I’m obviously sick and I need help.

It’s weird.

*looks at my icon*

YEEEEE

An interesting statistics will be when I’m done with the episode gifs is how many of the 1150 gifs will be of Sam and how many of everybody else but you can be damn sure I’ll make a piechart.