Tag: i ramble

thank fuck tumblr jumps back at the top of your queue when you edit a post way down in your queue so you have to scroll all the way down and load every post again to keep checking your queue

found a substitute for water x) it’s literally like sparkling water but tastes like lemons so it’s like lemonade but not really it’s got like 10 calories in a litre. my mum’s been drinking it but i dont like sparkling water so i never tried it but yesterday i did and it tastes so good? aghhhh

Lady boss sends me an email out of nowhere about stuff I need to send her. In the email it says some third party will send me documents about something I’ve never heard of. I go to boss lady to ask her if I understood it well that I’d be receiving these documents in the future and would have to forward them to her. She tells me I got these documents a year ago and never sent them to her.

I come back to my desk to meditate on what the fuck this all is (can’t ask her or she’ll get pissed that I don’t know right away), then search among my emails and find what she asked for (still kinda clueless as to what it is and what it’s for and why it was even sent to me in the first place if she’s the one that needs them). I download the documents and prepare to put it in a shared folder she can view from her computer then notice a folder already in our shared folder that has a similar title to the documents she’s requesting.

My amnesia suddenly ends and remember she’s indeed requested these documents of me and I already put them in our shared folder a yEAR AGO and I was sent those things because they needed a gmail account to send it to for some reason and my colleagues think their emails arent gmail just cause they don’t end with gmail.com even though gmail technically still hosts our emails it’s just a different like, ending, domain or whatever. Anyway I go to her to tell her the good news she acts like I just put those documents in that folder even though I emphasised that we did this already like a year ago and I have forwarded her the documents she needed.

Tia Wants to Lose Weight & I Have It Under Control I Promise ♥ Week #3

Another week gone. I don’t know if it’s going better or what but I feel like I’m starting to put up better with not eating (my current state would prove otherwise, I’m fucking starving right now but generally speaking) but I get less hungry these days. It helps to eat something for breakfast and I also picked up the habit of like eating one thing really slowly, like today (friday) I took two hours to eat my garden fruits yoghurt which proved to be real useful.

I’m pointing out that it was a garden fruits yoghurt because it tasted like utter ballsacks and I don’t know why. Garden fruits are betraying me, peach, of all fruits, is betraying me, I just don’t know who to trust anymore.

Anyway, I’m writing this before measuring myself so I’ll add what I said in a previous post, that I’m trying not to get my hopes up about losing too much weight this week since I’m on my period but secretly I’m still hoping ;_; I still haven’t found an alternative to water. I’m trying this Fuze tea but 1) it’s expensive and 2) I’m not crazy about the taste but I’m soooo fucking fed up with water it’s crazy.

I should probably try home-made tea with sweeteners. But it takes so long to maaaaaaaaaaake. Alright, I’ll stop whining.

Also please note that I did 200 situps last Sunday (and had 1180 calories) but Sunday is my off day so it’s technically not on record but I felt really badass. It also started getting harder to get through the situps as the week progressed because I started doing other exercises as well so I might have to up the dumbbell lunges and lower the situps or something cause I feel like the balance isn’t good. Lunges seem and feel more useful. 

Monday

  • 792 calories
  • either 175 or 150 situps, I forgot and I stopped announcing it on tumblr cause it’s no longer a big deal and I don’t plan to amp up the amount cause it’s pointless, I just gotta keep myself on this level

Tuesday

  • 680 calories (there was some gunk in my salad so I ended up eating a single piece of fried meat for lunch (without the skin) which is why I ate so little that day) (I also realised my favourite dinner is egg whites and apple, idk it just fills me up so good when I eat them together)
  • 175 situps

Wednesday

  • 665 calories (i ate twice before lunch then not that much at all until bed time)
  • i got my dumbbels on wednesday! so i did like 25 curls (and very careful lunges) AND even though you should assume I do at least 150 situps every day on Wednesday I did all 150 without stopping. before that I could only do 75 at one go but something possessed me on wednesday and i did all 150 i could barely stop giggling after 100 because of how easily it went, i was very pleased with myself 🙂

Thursday

  • 662 calories
  • 150 situps, 2 sets of 25 curls and 15 dumbbell lunges

Friday

  • 792 calories (tzatziki sauce is wanted for forcing itself on me and making me put nearly 8dkg of it on 20dkg salad i cAN EXPLAIN)
  • i havent done them yet but ill probably do the same thing i did on thursday, it seems to work alright

Saturday

  • 536 calories (i got up at like noon so breakfast doesnt count. also i havent eaten my eggs yet but im so not hungry ugh. i wanted to have some peach yoghurt but i cant muster the willpower to down it its so disgusting so ill just have a bread thing and two egg whites ok. imma eat more tomorrow, big promise)
  • same routine as before

I also want to look into probiotics. I’ve only fleetingly heard that they could be useful for diets so I’ll read more into it cause if it’s something that’s actually useful then imma want in on dat.

Ddddddrrrrrrrrrrumroll please!

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…not what i was looking for but okay I guess.
(idk this is my favourite gif this week it makes me laugh so hard x))

Ya good bitch is 87.3kg o/ Which means I lost either 1.4 or 1.9 depending on whether last week’s was 88.7 or 89.2 cause it showed both on multiple occasions and idk which one was correct.

That means I lost 6kg in 26 days. Y’ALL