Dear GOD this sandwich I just had was beautiful. Also about 450 calories but it don’t matter, I’m happy. I haven’t had bread in over a month, I had fucking, a sausage, dude? Proper, homemade sausage, good lord and a CHEESE.

I just got caught in the biggest storm at the train station and I went out to the platforms where I could only stand under these half-roofed benches and I just curled up in a little ball of myself and put on the hood of my jacket and pulled my knees to my chest on one of the benches with my back to the glass half-wall and listened as the wind cried on the plains around me and purple lightnings criss-crossed the sky above me followed by deafening thunder and the rain besieged my tiny shelter.

I forgot I could eat breakfast today so I tried sleeping in but I was up at 5AM and angry at myself knowing I’d get hungry before lunch but then I checked my calorie site and it says I can even drink milk for breakfast on top of three bread things (it’s a different brand this time, it’s a little thicker and chewier and one piece has more calories than the brand I usually get) so now I’m really happy.