[[jacksfilms voice]] So Close #13
This week was surprisingly easy but I guess it’s because I was too stressed out to worry about food so… that’s one use of stress, I guess.
Monday: 496 calories
Tuesday: 500 calories
Wednesday: 561 calories
Thursday: 562 calories
Friday: 501 calories
Saturday: I was sitting so pretty on 498 calories then my mum handed me a whole ass tuna salad so… 539 calories.
Remember when I worked out? Good times.
I still don’t have a place to work out :3
Ideally I’d be at 70kg this Sunday but that’s way too ambitious (I always say this lol, believe me I know, it’s part of the process of trying to please the gods) so I guess I’d be fine with a 70.5kg too. And if I’m not below 71 I’m going to lose my goddamned mind.
GAHH I’M 70.6KG THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH
It’s okay though, I know that the less you weigh the slower you lose weight, it’s fine, it’s fine, 1kg is a good enough accomplishment (she lied, trying to convince herself). It’s okay. I’m mostly frustrated because I want to reach 69kg by the end of the month and if I don’t I’m gonna be pissed cause I want. to eat. a fuckin…. normal… christmas. dINNER.
That’s it, anyway, two and a half hours until hamburger.
Pass Through Fire 