hopefully? – Pass Through Fire

Tia Wants to Lose Weight & I Have It Under Control I Promise ♥ Week #3

Another week gone. I don’t know if it’s going better or what but I feel like I’m starting to put up better with not eating (my current state would prove otherwise, I’m fucking starving right now but generally speaking) but I get less hungry these days. It helps to eat something for breakfast and I also picked up the habit of like eating one thing really slowly, like today (friday) I took two hours to eat my garden fruits yoghurt which proved to be real useful.

I’m pointing out that it was a garden fruits yoghurt because it tasted like utter ballsacks and I don’t know why. Garden fruits are betraying me, peach, of all fruits, is betraying me, I just don’t know who to trust anymore.

Anyway, I’m writing this before measuring myself so I’ll add what I said in a previous post, that I’m trying not to get my hopes up about losing too much weight this week since I’m on my period but secretly I’m still hoping ;_; I still haven’t found an alternative to water. I’m trying this Fuze tea but 1) it’s expensive and 2) I’m not crazy about the taste but I’m soooo fucking fed up with water it’s crazy.

I should probably try home-made tea with sweeteners. But it takes so long to maaaaaaaaaaake. Alright, I’ll stop whining.

Also please note that I did 200 situps last Sunday (and had 1180 calories) but Sunday is my off day so it’s technically not on record but I felt really badass. It also started getting harder to get through the situps as the week progressed because I started doing other exercises as well so I might have to up the dumbbell lunges and lower the situps or something cause I feel like the balance isn’t good. Lunges seem and feel more useful.

Monday

792 calories
either 175 or 150 situps, I forgot and I stopped announcing it on tumblr cause it’s no longer a big deal and I don’t plan to amp up the amount cause it’s pointless, I just gotta keep myself on this level

Tuesday

680 calories (there was some gunk in my salad so I ended up eating a single piece of fried meat for lunch (without the skin) which is why I ate so little that day) (I also realised my favourite dinner is egg whites and apple, idk it just fills me up so good when I eat them together)
175 situps

Wednesday

665 calories (i ate twice before lunch then not that much at all until bed time)
i got my dumbbels on wednesday! so i did like 25 curls (and very careful lunges) AND even though you should assume I do at least 150 situps every day on Wednesday I did all 150 without stopping. before that I could only do 75 at one go but something possessed me on wednesday and i did all 150 i could barely stop giggling after 100 because of how easily it went, i was very pleased with myself 🙂

Thursday

662 calories
150 situps, 2 sets of 25 curls and 15 dumbbell lunges

Friday

792 calories (tzatziki sauce is wanted for forcing itself on me and making me put nearly 8dkg of it on 20dkg salad i cAN EXPLAIN)
i havent done them yet but ill probably do the same thing i did on thursday, it seems to work alright

Saturday

536 calories (i got up at like noon so breakfast doesnt count. also i havent eaten my eggs yet but im so not hungry ugh. i wanted to have some peach yoghurt but i cant muster the willpower to down it its so disgusting so ill just have a bread thing and two egg whites ok. imma eat more tomorrow, big promise)
same routine as before

I also want to look into probiotics. I’ve only fleetingly heard that they could be useful for diets so I’ll read more into it cause if it’s something that’s actually useful then imma want in on dat.

Ddddddrrrrrrrrrrumroll please!

…not what i was looking for but okay I guess.
(idk this is my favourite gif this week it makes me laugh so hard x))

Ya good bitch is 87.3kg o/ Which means I lost either 1.4 or 1.9 depending on whether last week’s was 88.7 or 89.2 cause it showed both on multiple occasions and idk which one was correct.

That means I lost 6kg in 26 days. Y’ALL