vriskarune:

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thevriscourse:

absolutely nothing in a video game has set a tone as well as asgore smashing the mercy button at the start of his fight and thats just a fucking fact 

Please elaborate. I want to hear more about what you think of this.

not to be serious about epic divorce man but like. the asgore fight is more or less the payoff of the advertised theme of undertale – “you don’t have to kill anyone”, and he does the most to challenge this theme, not just to the player but on a personal level, since the running motif of undertale’s monsters is that they don’t want to kill you either, but they have to or less they will never be free. 

the scene beforehand, where small shock plays, is given additional context on replays and knowing how chara, flowey, asriel, and frisk all relate to each other – asgore is looking at someone who looks identical and acts identically to his child who, from his perspective, died of an illness that he could not prevent, and he has to kill them again 

it is as equally “you cannot spare me” as it is “i cannot spare you”, which when juxtaposed against how asgore never uses attacks that are aimed at the player directly, creates the mood that is “neither of us want to be here but we have to be for there to be a future at all so someone needs to fucking die already” and its really fucking good

All of My Clothes Are Big For Me Now and That’s Both Awesome and Really Not Cool #7

My co-worker was like “oooh you gotta get a new wardrobe now” and I’m like ????? last time I bought clothes was three years ago unless you wanna bump me higher on the payroll I don’t fucking think so. Though I have to admit my jeans look ridiculous on me but they’re the only pair I have so… x)

So this week I’m gonna do something I haven’t researched which will probably end catastrophically but that’s basically how I do anything in my life so it shouldn’t be anything new. Since on Saturday I doubled my exercise I want to keep that going. The usual routine isn’t exactly a challenge anymore but I also don’t feel like it’s taking me anywhere further so I want to just double the whole thing (except for the situps because 300 situps is doable but just fucking absurd, so let’s leave that at 200).

Thursday edit: actually I’ve been dropping dumbbell lunges because I’m just so exhausted every day I can’t bring myself to do them. I hope my thigh exerciser comes quickly and I can do thigh exercises from a lying down position. Damn you, spine injury! Plus I’ve been doing reverse curls as well and it’s crazy how much they switch the emphasis to your forearms, it’s delicious.

Also I don’t wanna brag but my biceps are loookkkkking goooood.
They’re not really biceps for now it’s more like a sigle cep. But it pumps like crazy.

This week I’m on my period so I’ve been more strict with calories, I enter more than I actually eat so I don’t overeat while I’m shedding my insides through my vagenda, thanks.

Monday – 641 calories (I had scrambled egg whites and they were disgustinnggg I couldn’t even eat all of it)
Tuesday – 677 calories (I allowed myself the luxury of two pieces of salami)
Wednesday – 653 calories (idk why people are shitting on kale, it’s fucking awesome and you can eat like forty pounds of it!)
Thursday – 651 calories (meat continues to betray me)
Friday – 674 calories (i had like a single broccoli thing for lunch so I allowed myself the luxury of a soda again)
Saturday – 542 calories (ahh the wonders of sleeping in and only eating scrambled eggs and fucking bread crumbs)

On Friday and Saturday I fucking skipped workout altogether even though my thigh exerciser came in the mail. I’m constantly tired and in pain, on Friday because I had a bus ride and on Saturday because I was tidying my room up for hours. I’m not happy with this and I’m very disappointed in myself. The goal tomorrow would be below 81.5 because then I’d be super motivated to work out even more next week to finally reach below 80 for the first time in four and a half years!!

Drumrollllllllllll

Okay no worries I’m 80.4kg