How to be me:
1) refuse to try to get better because you don’t think you can/deserve it
2) think your friends and family only like you because they pity you
3) feel even worse and even further cement your belief that you will never get better
4) live your entire life in utter terror that your friends and family will one day realise you’ll never get better and say “you know what? you’re right, we only ever liked you because we pitied you but you’re right, you’ll never get better and it’s not worth our time and effort” and leave you
Pass Through Fire 