@punkgemini tagged me and I’m trying to procrastinate studying so this is a great opportunity x)

rules: answer some questions about your 2018 and tag some people!

Top 5 movies you watched in 2018:

  • Train to Busan
  • Avengers: Infinity War
  • A Quiet Place
  • Coco
  • Love, Simon

Top 5 shows you watched in 2018:

  • I haven’t. Okay that’s not true but god I haven’t stuck with many.
  • The Good Place
  • Doctor Who
  • Mozart in the Jungle
  • Black Mirror
  • The Handmaid’s Tale

Top 5 songs you listened to in 2018:

I couldn’t pick all on my own so I’ll evoke last.fm’s help also disqualify BTS altogether because they’ve taken over enough aspects of my life ok. All five would  be them anyways.

  • Editors: Magazine
  • Years & Years: If You’re Over Me
  • Gabbie Hanna: Out Loud
  • Panic! at the Disco: Roaring 20s
  • Cö shu Nie: asphyxia (because i am a dweeb after all)

Top 5 books you read in 2018:

  • I haven’t but I’ve probably read Vale five times so I hope that counts.

5 good things that happened to you in 2018:

  • I went to see some concerts this year which were great!
  • went to London, met Friends and saw some nerds exist in real life. actually friends altogether would be a good one. just them existing was great.
  • discovered a pretty good band which has brought me great happiness (well they were more like thrust upon me but ill take what i can get)
  • god.. umm.. brought myself some earrings? a lot of earrings
  • i played some video games, that was nice

I’ll be a lazy tagger, do this if you’d like to talk about your year ok I’d love to read it :3

Okay, I fixed it I just had to sign out and sign back in for some reason.

MY TOP SONGS IN 2018, VERY SHOCKING RESULTS

  1. BTS: Blood Sweat & Tears (umm whats a BTS? im sure we wont see them again on this list)
  2. Loren Allred: Never Enough (this woman’s VOICE i also use this song as a platonic OC friendship song which i realise doesnt really work but let a writer live)
  3. Blackpink: Ddu-Du-Ddu-Du (what started it all)
  4. Bruno Mars: Finesse (bOP AND A HALF)
  5. Years & Years: If You’re Over Me (such a good album too)
  6. Janelle Monáe: Make Me Feel (this song definitely does)
  7. Editors: Magazine (idk these guys uh)
  8. Ariana Grande: No Tears Left to Cry (weirdly addictive)
  9. Twenty One Pilots: My Blood (BIHH THIS MY VALE/CEPHAS SONG)
  10. Bill Wurtz: And the Day Goes On (strangely good song to start the day with)
  11. Colony House: You & I (also a good Team Team song)
  12. Steve Aoki (feat. BTS): Waste It On Me (alright this is technically a steve aoki song so it doesn’t count)
  13. Fall Out Boy: Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) (there are a few on this list)
  14. Dua Lipa (feat. Blackpink): Kiss and Make Up (gurrrlllzzz)
  15. j-hope: Airplane (see? this just j-hobi its fine)
  16. Monsta X: Hero (uuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh)
  17. Zedd: The Middle (all these love songs i use as platonic friendship songs let me live)
  18. Childish Gambino: This Is America (if songs could change the world)
  19. Panic! at the Disco: High Hopes (is this gonna be best album of 2018? IDFK)
  20. 65daysofstatic: Radio Protector (ahh this was gonna be for my TAZ-inspired story which i then abandoned. sad)
  21. Gabbie Hanna: Out Loud (when she havin that album again?)
  22. The Fray: Maps (a remaining fighter from my Lucid days, still the best cover of this song)
  23. Bishop Briggs: Hallowed Ground (when dat beat drops)
  24. Twenty One Pilots: Nico and the Niners (actually strange since this is nowhere near the best song on the album)
  25. BTS: Boyz With Fun (huh… this is weird… i couldve sworn i never…..)
  26. The Hollywood Symphony: Lisztomania (ahh good old MITJ days, is that show coming back?)
  27. Set It Off: Bad Guy (because TAZ)
  28. Years & Years: All For You (my faaave from the album)
  29. The Chainsmokers: Sick Boy (dont look at me, its a good song)
  30. Tessa Violet: Crush (MY GIRL POPPIN OFF)
  31. Editors: Cold (stop. leave. now. (♥♥))
  32. Fall Out Boy: Hold Me Tight or Don’t (still weird that this song is from last year but the album is from this year)
  33. AJR: Sober Up (i havent listened to a whole album from these guys but ever song ive heard from them is so good)
  34. Banfi: Happy When You Go (Kitchen Session) (better than the studio version)
  35. TK: Unravel (acoustic) (jokes aside i dont know why this is on here x) i mean its amazing but have i listened to it today??)
  36. BTS: Idol (i dont…. i dont know what this is….)
  37. The Wombats: Cheetah Tongue (the wombats is so weird, by any reckoning i should be a fan of them but i only ever listen to individual songs)
  38. Coldplay: Everglow (Single Version) (ALSO MY VALE/CEPHAS SONG)
  39. Keala Settle: This Is Me (SHUT UP THIS SONG IS AMAZING)
  40. Jessarae: Fishbowl (you’re a ticking-time-bomb!)
  41. Sam Spiegel: Mutant Brain (this song has been on my top songs list three years in a row x) its THAT GOOD!)
  42. Tokyo Myers: Bloodstream (u kno it!)
  43. Fall Out Boy: Heaven’s Gate (also a vale song. this song is vale)
  44. AJR: Burn the House Down (do it)
  45. EXO: Monster (SHEGOT. ME. GOIN. CRAZAAAAAAYYYY)
  46. Alexander Oscar: Number (idk this is random as hell. still a good song.)
  47. BTS: Mic Drop (Steve Aoki Remix Full Version) (………)
  48. Matt Maeson: Hallucinogenics (no idea how this guy isnt as famous as hozier is ngl)
  49. Andrew Applepie: Bite Your Lips (thanks random youtuber who used this song in his outro)
  50. Janelle Monáe: Pynk (its about vaginas)
  51. Red Velvet: Peek-A-Boo (ok technically the first kpop song i got addicted to but still not the one that started it)
  52. Kendrick Lamar (feat. SZA): All the Stars (yeah… black panther really was this year huh)
  53. Bad Suns: Disappear Here (yes pls)
  54. Glass Animals: Agnes (dont listen to this song. i will cry)
  55. Bishop Briggs: White Flag (this woman)
  56. Logic: Broken People (feat Rag ‘n’ Bone Man) (if this song doesnt fit ur OCs do you even have OCs)
  57. Twenty One Pilots: Bandito (more like emo amirite?)
  58. BTS: Outro: Tear (who are these guys they keep popping up here what)
  59. Welshly Arms: Legendary (this is of course a good song but the reason its on here is cause it was the first on my monthly playlists this year and every time i relistened to it this is the one it plays first before i start skipping around. still valid but definitely not the best song on my monthly lists x))
  60. Kodaline: Follow Your Fire (do they have a new album? the last one was bad but i liked this song)
  61. Woodkid: The Great Escape (also because of MITJ x))
  62. Fall Out Boy: The Last of the Real Ones (underratedly good)
  63. Blackpink: Boombayah (blackpink? in my area? more likely than you think!)
  64. EXO: The Eve (okay this has nothing to do with how hot the choreo is, stop staring at me)
  65. Johnny Cash: Hurt (OC song, obviously)
  66. Disturbed: The Sound of Silence (i heard it in a figure skating video but wow this is good)
  67. Panic! at the Disco: Roaring 20s (this is them)
  68. Hayley Kiyoko: Curious (gay)
  69. BTS: I’m Fine (……… haha… 69 is the… its the sex number!)
  70. Sia: You’re Never Fully Dressed Without a Smile (call me cheesy but i love this song)
  71. Coldplay: A Sky Full of Stars (coldplay is gonna score the movie made from vale dont @ me)
  72. MØ: Walk This Way (not to be confused with the Aerosmith song)
  73. Bastille: Quarter Past Midnight (cause this was the only bloody song bastille released this year!)
  74. Portugal. the Man: Feel It Still (not because of love, simon and definitely not because of the rossmann commercial)
  75. Amber Run: Amen (this song is beautiful. also applicable to vale so its a plus)
  76. Fall Out Boy: Church (tag urself im the lil whoo! in the chorus)
  77. Susanne Sundfør: Reincarnation (right, I saw this woman live this year. huh. simpler times)
  78. Highlight: Can Be Better (my gut reaction to this song is Immediate Grinning)
  79. Agust D: Give It To Me (oh ill give it to y- i mean, so weird who’s this guy haha)
  80. BTS: Best of Me (of course this song would fucking be on this list, sTOP)
  81. Midnight Divide: Fireline (one of the best songs on my monthlies)
  82. Hugh Jackman: The Greatest Show (think what you will of the movie but the OST fucking slaps)
  83. Yungblud: 21st Century Liability (its all bollocks)
  84. Kesha: Boots (again jokes aside why is this on this list? why not fuckin… Rainbow? x))
  85. The Mowgli’s: Real Good Life (not as good as san fransisco)
  86. Clean Bandit (feat. Demi Lovato): Solo (this is about masturbation)
  87. The Carters: Apeshit (have u ever seen a crowd goiN APESHIT)
  88. Fall Out Boy: Champion (surprisingly many fob songs on here i thought i listened to panic! more)
  89. Walkin On Cars: Two Stones (two things. 1) when are these guys releasing another album, their debut is flawless and 2) THIS IS ALSO A VALE/CEPHAS SONG)
  90. MisterWives: Our Own House (this is the song that plays during the scene right before vale’s epilogue, its the best. sooo fitting, just read it, youll know)
  91. BTS: Mic Drop (fucksakes x) listen the steve aoki one wasnt out when i got into them so i had to share the love. but you know a song is good when its technically on this list twice)
  92. Seventeen: Don’t Wanna Cry (and yet you make me cry, seventeen. why you do this)
  93. Scissor Sisters: Can’t Decide (this is also because of that one TAZ animatic)
  94. Yungblud: Anarchist (i swear that when i grow up youll blow all my brains out)
  95. Bad Wolves: Zombie (dolores :()
  96. Raphael Colantonio: Mind Games (the ost of prey! very good! you belong here ♥)
  97. American Authors: Mind Body Soul (ALSO A VALE SONG WHATTTT. priorities)
  98. 65daysofstatic: Aren’t We All Running? (also a song from a failed story idea. but very intense, i love it)
  99. Arturo Márquez: Danzon No.2 (also from MITJ x))
  100. Blackpink: Boombayah (typical. its cause its from two different albummmmss)

what the signs will learn in 2018

astrologyqueenn:

aries: you’ll learn that all of your hard work is going to be worth it. all the time, effort, tears, etc. is going to turn around and be in your favor for once. without even noticing, everything will be changing and suddenly the relief of everything you’ve been working towards will be here.

taurus: you will learn to connect. you’ll learn to get out of your room that you’ve shut yourself in. you will realize that there’s a whole ocean of people who care about you, and you’ll finally let them into your life. you’ll create great friendships and relationships with people who really care.

gemini: you’ll learn that not everything is in your control, but that’s the beauty of everything. you never know what is going to happen next, so alas, you will learn to go with the flow and not worry as much as you have been.

cancer: you will learn who is really supposed to be in your life. it’s no secret that you’ve let people take advantage of you, but this year, you will learn to put your foot down and welcome in the people who have pure intentions. you won’t be so trustworthy of just anyone anymore, because you know that trust is earned.

leo: you will learn that you have to create your own happiness. you won’t depend on people for validation and reassurance as much as you used to, and it will be freeing to finally understand your own worth and love yourself. 

virgo: you will learn that love comes in its own time. it cannot be forced, it cannot be begged for. you will realize that the people worth fighting for, actually will never have to be fought for and it will change your life for the better.

libra: you will learn that even when you don’t feel like it, people care about you. you might be overwhelmed a lot this year because of how many people come around and want to know how you are and how you’ve been. but, it will set your heart free knowing that these people aren’t going anywhere, and they really want to be here for you.

scorpio: you will learn the true value of the people in your life. it’s true, you’ve been hurt a lot. but you’ve really been starting to notice the people who have been around and stuck around all this time. the people that left you won’t matter as much anymore.

sagittarius: you will learn to care about yourself as you care for others. you will learn to take your big heart, and use it on yourself instead of constantly using it on others who simply don’t deserve it.

capricorn: you will learn that being lost means being found. you may have felt completely broken last year, but now, you will really start to figure yourself out. you won’t have to constantly wonder where you’re going or what you’re going to do, it doesn’t have to be so scary anymore.

aquarius: you will learn growth. you are going to grow a lot as a person this year and have lots of big changes. by the time this year ends, you won’t remember who you were at the beginning, but it will be beautiful.

pisces: you will learn to heal. all of these hurtful things that have happened to you over the years, you will learn to gracefully let them go. they won’t have such an impact on you anymore, and it will finally feel nice to move on and let yourself be free of it all.

lahvn:

Is it just me or was this year like … Really fucking overwhelming? Like everything’s that’s happened to you this year has shaped you into a completely different person that you were at the beginning of this year

theduchessunseen:

annalightwood:

tearlessrain:

2018 has lasted four years yet october lasted a week and november has disengaged from linear time entirely

#january-march was 4 years ago // april was normal i think // may was a week ago // june 1st was a year ago#summer in general was the vague concept of exsistence that lasted anywhere between 13-18 weeks#october was at least a week and a half // November?? tried her best but sister only lasted two days this year#today is already yesterday#2018#edit: i completely forgot september existed which honestly says a lot (via @steebucks)