Hnnynyyyyy :[ #9

I… hate….

This week I took it super strict because I was so disappointed last week. Please keep your judgments to yourself, I know I’m a fucking idiot.

Monday: 584 calories
Tuesday: 579 calories
Wednesday: 562 calories
Thursday: 570 calories
Friday: 572 calories
Saturday: 526 calories

I only worked out once this week because I just have no spACE I just have no goddamned space I’m so pissed because of it. Alright so… I was 79.4 last week. Obviously the minimum is 78.4… which I don’t feel like I’m gonna hit… but it’d be still nice. 78kg would be ideal… I’m just kinda disheartened atm.

Sunday edit: ok I’m 77.6kg no need to panic lol. Imma eat the biggest hamburger in a few minutes lol good job me.

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moments from balance that still give me chills

  • junebug
  • “I’m gonna kill you now”
  • the first time the crinkle tinkles start and we get the first part of crystal kingdom
  • bad luck
  • the urgency in the narrators voice at the beginning of ep. 64 when they say “We’re almost caught up now. Do you understand yet?
  • IT THRIVES
  • “she thinks of her friends and she prays for sunrise”
  • “don’t let them erase me. don’t let them make the world forget.”
  • line in the ground
  • the “this is it” monologue, underscored with farewell by reeder
  • “hear that, babe? we’re legends.”
  • “see, there’s magic in a bard’s song. they call it inspiration.”
  • “… who?”

• …Sturdy…Demin…Blue

  • “Merle, I… I tell the trees when to shed their leaves, and I make every piece of fruit taste the way that it tastes, and I taught every blade of grass in the ground where to grow. Did you really think I had forgotten about you?”
  • Pride and glory are the true enemies of strength, Magnus.
  • When Magnus FINALLY learns to ask for help
  • “When someone leaves your life, those exits are not made equal. Some are beautiful and poetic and satisfying. Others are abrupt and unfair. But most are just unremarkable, unintentional, and clumsy.”
  • Those are the arms that have held my wife.
  • “How would you like to live forever?” “I’d hate it. Shut the fuck up.”
  • Magnus begs to be killed so he won’t forget Julia
  • Griffin going “And taako, you unlock your seatbelt” when he’s about to throw himself off the race cars
  • “Honestly, I think it’s a conscious choice. I think you choose joy.”
  • “I can’t feel anything. I’m not hungry, my heart doesn’t beat— do you understand?”
  • “Oh, I know what he’s gonna do! Magnus, Edward is going to make a check to see if he can rip one of your fucking arms off.”
  • “We pan up.”
  • “And then you wake up.”
  • “Kiss my ass, you sanctimonious bastard.”

Yay survived today and actually got some pretty nice compliments at the family get-together too. I was nervous they’d tease me about my diet but they didn’t, they were actually very nice and supportive which is… a first I guess x)

Also put on my big girl pants and went out with makeup and it also worked out well? My cousin said my skin looked nice and idk if she knew I had makeup on cause if she didn’t then that means it looks ~natural and stuff which is exactly what I was going for.