First actual week of my diet is done and I’m feeling pretty okay? About it? I think it’s crucial that I don’t eat a lot for breakfast or that I don’t eat at all and I only have a small thing to keep me going until lunch. For lunch I usually try to do around ~400 calories and then I can have something sugary to drink along with my dinner. I know I would be smarter to only drink water because one ice coffee I usually drink every day is 230 calories, now that’s a proper breakfast but I just caaaaan’t. Stuff I can eat a lot of tastes like water and stuff that actually has taste is like a thousand calories so if the only really tasty thing I can have a day is ice coffee then I’ll have that por favor.

Monday: 1189 calories
okay this was because we had leftover cordon bleu and nectarines are like four hundred calories -.-
Tuesday: 915 calories
the saddest dinner when I only had like a thing of puffed rice for dinner x) but I had a croissant to snack on so it was okay. also this was when I decided I would scrap my morning cappuccino :[ it’s just not worth it, especially if i have ice coffee later.
Wednesday: 1039 calories
ham slices aren’t your friend. butter also wants to kill you.
Thursday: 1110 calories
seriously, two apples are like 200 calories, cAN I LIVE?!?!?! I did really well on fat that day though, only 20g. probably cause i only ate puffed rice and joghurt for lunch
Friday: 1045 calories
i literally only had like three bites of stacked potatoes cause we were gonna have takeout for dinner and i wanted to get a salad with some dressing and apparently dressings are the Devil. again the chocolate milk i had was like 248 calories everything else i had that day was less. pLEASE
Saturday: 1100 calories
a life where 20dkg mushroom stew is 350 calories is a world i dont want to live in
Sunday: on sINDAY I LIVE BY ONE RULE ONLY

(gif courtesy of one doona-baes)

and now the big reveal…. 

I’M 90.3KG o/ I lost a whole 3 kilograms in 10 days cause I was… well I was pretty much starving myself and pushed myself beyond my limits to work out sometimes so I would not recommend that but yay!

Also edit from yesterday when I wrote most of this post, I actually told my grandparents to stop giving me ice coffee and only give me one ice coffee on Sundays cause… fuck it, ~200 calories is a LOT. THE SACRIFICES.